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I had my last post posted early dawn. I didn’t know this special SHE would still be able to read it right after my post.
SHE was contemplating if she’d comment me through the internet, or should she comment me through text.
SHE preferred the second option in the end though.
I appreciate the comment. It shared the same EMO thought. hehe
I appreciate it much that I wanted to blog it.
And so here I am!!! Blogging it!! (I asked permission anyway.)
Here’s the comment for my post “Chasing Pavements”

“We all do have EMO moments and it’s not really really an EMO moment…
Just the lonely side of us, if not depressed side, surfacing and wanting to be recognized…
So it won’t grow silently inside of us.”

Wooa! deep! hahaha… But SHE made it to the point! It reached my thoughts honestly.
I am motivated…I’d scan for more EMO notes!!! weeeeeee

Thanks for the comment SHE !!!

I was scanning my old notes, hoping I would find some relevant notes ’bout our lessons now.
I found something, (things) I didn’t look up for… haha
I noticed I had lots of EMO notes! I can barely remember when I exactly wrote those…
I can’t help but laugh to myself. I didn’t know I was so dramatic way back then..waaaaaa
And about the title…
I’m not really sure if the title of this post is related to the post itself… It was scribbled on the same page I found the EMO note. ANd I can’t think of any other good title for this post..hehe
HEre’s the EMO note i found :

It’s a tiring day. The same agony I have every TTh (Tuesday and Thursday).
Can’t handle my time well, I don’t even know what I wanna do.
Well, there are a lot of things I should consider doing right now.
But it just seems like the world is  pressing down on me.
I can’t move, I’m stuck.
I wanna think, but I can’t.
I have a lot of things I must do, but then there’s none.
I just don’t know how to have a grasp of myself to make things flow the way they should be.
I want to cry, but no amount of tears run down my cheek.
I hate this feeling! The feeling of being miserable…
Hopeless…
Unsecured…
Sick…
Useless…
Unloved???

Quite dramtic huh’?! Well… Now, I just laugh at it.