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       We all know that college is a difficult phase. It is another road we will take if we choose to take it. Many a student is decided to stop after high school and forget about college. But still, a lot of young people are determined to face the difficulties just to reach their goals in life. And I’m glad to be one of them. This is me now. One of those who dream and strive to make their dreams come true. Before, I am like one of those who wanted to be an instant billionaire in just one wink of an eye. I desperately wanted to live a luxurious life. But I have come up to a realization that true happiness is not found in material things in this material world. But instead, true happiness is in the arms of God. I’ve often thought and dreamed of myself graduating in college. I want to be successful with my chosen career someday. I want to learn the knowledge I desire and intend to know. And also, on my way to that tomorrow, I want to develop the skills of a good computer programmer. Moreover, I want to develop a much better person in me. If not changed, after graduation, I plan to spend one year or two working, gaining experience, and exercising my skills working for a company here in my hometown. Then, I’m planning to maybe fly to other countries to find professional jobs there. Okay! I know it’s not that easy, but it’s possible of course! Someday, I will be a blessing for others, and be able to help and reach out for them. Nobody is certain of what our future will be. But as for now, I want to devote my time building and strengthening the foundation for my future. God speed for us all! And goodluck!!!

Love is so complicated…
It comes at times you’ve never thought would be,
And feel it mostly with somebody you never ought will be..
To love is free..they say..
Doesn’t need electricity to make it work,
Doesn’t need to pay for rentals to make it stay..
But how come it still cost a lot??
When we love, we spend millions of time..
Billions of tears,
And trillions of heart aches..
We risk our lives and sell our souls,
We give everything to make love stay..
Yet, it leads us to a tomorrow where we walk astray..
Not knowing where to go..
Not knowing what to do..
We just kept on walking..And sometimes stumble too..
Why is there such thing as love??
Why does love need to exist??
When all it brings is pain we can’t resist?!
Love ..It even creates another person in you…]
A “YOU” who’s sad, alone, and disturbed..
It pushes us into lying and pretending..
We lie to ourselves saying there can still be “You and Me”
Pretend that you never knew you can never be..
Lie to others that you’re happy..
Pretend with that smile that covers your reality..
Why does it have to be like this??
Why does love need to exist??
It’s just do unfair!
Love creates inequality!
LOve destroys honesty!!
How come we still entertain it though??
Despite love being complicated..
Despite how we try love to be terminated..
It still seem to grow..
Why does it have to be like this??
     WHY DOES LOVE NEED TO EXIST???

It’s my so long dream to meet this “SOMEONE”
Someone I can love, and Someone  who can love mo in return..
I long to feel the warnth of an embrace,
To feel the comfort of someone that cares..
There you came to me in such a perfect time!
I don’t know how, but it’s luck I find..
Once on a chilly night on spring,
I got troubled and my ankle was sprained..
I tried to call the one I thought I love,
But after how many tries, he still didn’t respond…
I dialled instead, the kid’s number..
And heard his ‘HELLO’ just seconds later..
I was really moved with the way he asked,
“WHERE ARE YOU NOW?? ARE YOU ALRIGHT??”
Oh poor bratt!!
Despite the strong blow of a cold night breeze
Came running past the creepy hills..
I felt secured with his arms around…
While chanting words of a worried mind..
And there goes this thought that went on and off
Along with the spark that I once caught..
Now I’m confused, I don’t know what to do..
Why can’t I get rid of you????
Your number now, is my 911..
That whenever I call, be it night or dawn..
You’re always ready to answer the phone..
With you near me, I can be true
I cry, I laugh, and do whatever I do..
Though before, you caused me a thousand ‘SIGH’
But now I see, you make my life…
Little by little, I understand
I’ve fallen in love with this bragging child..
But before I can confess what I feel for you,
It was then to late for a ‘ME and YOU’…
I’m getting married with someone you knew..
And it hurts me badly seeing you blue..
This can’t be happening..This can’t be true..
So I bluntly said, ‘I’ve fallen out of love with you’..
It really hurts to know the truth..
Yet, it sets you free and hides no guilt..
The wedding was canceled..OK!!
But where are you now? Why have you ran away??
Don’t you know, I live my everyday
Longing for your return one day…
When you disappeared, I felt the fear..
That you won’t come back my child, my love, my puppy dear…
No matter what, you’re a legend written in my heart..
When will you return? When will you come back??
I miss your naughty smile you bratt!!!
Now, I so much long for your come back….