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Hi?!! this won’t take long!!!! I just would like to share and ask you something….

I have a friend, before, we were like worldz apart! No talk, no smile, no nothing!!!! Then with just one wink of the eye, BOOm!!! Everything changed so much!!! It’z mysterious a happening…For me…..Isn’t it??? But i’m glad were having li’l talks now, going home together, and even sharing secrets????? Yah!! We did…. I’m happy of it… But it is a big question when or how or why we started spending time together… As we came to know each other more, i began liking that particular person i was refering to. I’ve learned that like me, my friend loves writing too. And it gives me the idea that we were very compatible together.. I like that friend very much now…. And I wanted always to be with that friend of mine…

Then one day, we were together with a crowd of friends… THat friend of mine took a hold of my hand with an unknown reason… It made me stop talking and made me wonder again…..’Coz when he did it, i felt my heart beat faster and faster as if i came to a stop from a running… NOw i wanna ask you…. What does it mean if someone suddenly got close to you???? I mean, very sudden…. And what does it mean if somebody took a hold of your hand with no reason at all????

If it does mean something,… Please tell me what……OK??!!

           I have been wondering of this stuff for quite a long time now… I tried to forget it many times but still, i can’t get it out of my mind!!!! uurGGghhh!!! IMMA DAMSEL STANLEY!!!!!!! Wake up!!!!!! Don’t ya let that stupid thought bug you up!!! Huh!! I’m sorry guyz!! i bet you don’t know what i’ve been talkin’ about all this time…We’ll i won’t get mad if you would laugh at me after knowing what is it that i am up to now…It is so senseless i guess… hahaha… I don’t know if i have to let you know of this, but ok! I’ll tell…. But!! Guyz!!! Don’t over react!!!! Do i make myself clear???!!!! So… Uhmmmnn… I’ll start....

            I’m clueless of how it happened…We were taking a stroll at the schools hallway that time… There were only two of us… My bestfriend Allyssa, and of course, Me! We were soooo busy talking about what had happened last night, what we had for the latest update ’bout crushes and everything! You know… Girlz’ usual talked-about stuffs… I was paying lot of attention to every word my best pal say ‘coz it happened that her topic was very interesting as it may… (You don’t need to know what it was we were talking about…Anyway! It’s not so involved…) So that was it… I got a li’l carried away listening… When i dropped one of the stuffs i have in hand.. I turned around to pick it up and bump somebody as i did it. And guess what??!!! He didn’t say a word and left… hahaha..Of course it’z not that yet!!!! So again, we started walking… A minute later, we passed by an open door in the hallway.. And from inside it, somebody called my name.. I stopped and went back to check who it was.. A voice says “Come in!” So i did as what was commanded. I went straight into the door without looking. ( I was facing allyssa). And when i turned towards the open door,,,………….. Oh my Gosh!!! It was just a couple of centimeters between us!!! And It nearly happened to be my first kiss!!!! And know who that person was??? MY former crush… Yah! Just former… He’s not my crush anymore….Before, i was kinda having a “LOKO” crush on him.. But because of Nicola, i had a change of mind….

           After that very happening, it really bugs me up again… Am i completely over him??!!! Or partly into him again??? What do you think guyz??!! ‘Coz i don’t know what to think of right at this very moment… I hope you could give me some advices????

hahaha………………….I’m lost!!!

WeeEeEhhHh???!! HOw was your day paLs?!? I hope it was fine…

Seventh day of February 2008, Friday, we had no classes…But i still went to school for some promised meeting, and to be done projects.. There were only few of us, and I am so thankful that none of them was evil NICOLA…!!(sorry..)

The good thing is, “EVERYONE” who took part of the agreement, were there..Thhough not all came in time, at least they made it! Right guyz?!! And as agreed by, we went to Jessie’s place..(by the way, Jessie is one of my high school budz)..There we built our Physics clearance project…Some kind of a board game...

I was the one assigned to do the question hunting…So they handed over me the authority to access the net…(haha). At first, I was desperately concentrated on searching for mind-puzzling questions for our said project…Until i got tired and and boring..So i secretly opened my “CHAT” account. I was surprised to see a lot of unread messages, when the last time i checked my account was just the night before… So, how come??!!! And to tell you, majority of the messages were from “PRINCE LONE-FIGHTER”…(he is someone i’m glad to have)…He makes me smile ‘coz of his unstoppable sense of humour. I really enjoy the time i spend chatting with him..I didn’t know him very well…But i know he’s somebody of good-heart. ‘Coz he’s been so nice to me………I just hope i’m right…

Back to business!!! I remember, we were talking about the messages…

One of his messages says:

PRINCE LONE-FIGHTER : How was the start of your day??

(oooOOOoohHhHhh…how sweet!)

I replied:

DAMSEL in DISGUISE: Pretty fine….ThanKz for askin’……!

I didn’t expect that Prince Lone-fighter was still online that time, and got a chance to read my reply. And guess what?!
He replied again with:

PRINCE LONE-FIGHTER: Wanna go out for lunch???

I giggled..We haven’t met yet…Ever since we started chatting..So, the idea of going to lunch with him, makes me really giggle!!!!! WeeeeEEhhHh!!…I was carried away with what he replied, that I didn’t notice my mates starring at me… OOOOoooPPpppSSss!!!! I forgot! I was supposed to look for questions and not to chat!.. My excuse was ” Sorry Guyz! I just remembered my dog, Kelly..” And they believed me! hahaha…How silly…

I excused myself from Prince lone-fighter and sent him a message telling him that i’ll chat with him later ‘coz i still have to finish something…I also thanked him for asking me out for lunch. But apologized that i can’t…It was fine with him…..After that, i got back to work and kept myself busy….

Time passed by so quickly, ’til it was time to go home and bid goodbye…………

I actually had a great day! Maybe because it was a day without evil Nicola???? My main reason would have been, because of “PRINCE LONE-FIGHTER”………….

- Im (=